"The Aftermath'

Actually i am very busy today (i have to settle my work before going back to my home town tonight) but i have to blog this.

To make it short, here's the verdict: one of the involved parties has been fired (of course his/her future in this line is as cloudy as monsoon season cloud).

Well, of course all of us pity him/her. That is why we did not mention anything regarding that during our 'farewell' lunch yesterday. Everybody behaved as normally as we could to avoid unintended injuries.

However, the comments are varies. Same said, 'this is life, one has to endure the life penalty'. I said, 'so that one can learn from mistakes and be a strong person in future'.

Others said, 'what an unjust decision, only one party has to suffer!'. I said, 'actually both parties are enduring a different form of reprimand, one has a cloudy future, while the other has a tarnished reputation'.

Trial and Tribulation.

There was a big 'thing' happened in my office last week. Very big and shocking one indeed. This time of trial witnessed the strong bond of friendship and betrayal. One can says that this party was wrong while the other said that party was wrong. As for me, this critical time is not for pointing finger to one another, things had happened, and one cannot do anything to 'undo' it. For a rational and brainy being, things happened for reason. God did not create something for nothing. Commenting or citing the whole story here will do no good to me as well as to the involved parties. What is important here is to give the fullest support to the vulnerable one (of course the other vulnerable one has his/her support too)at this time of crisis.

However, things not moving smoothly as there was an eyes that very much upset and in a more emotional tone, hatred flung into the open air. This mr-know-who-he-thinks-is-right-and-know-what-is-the-best-to-be-done keeps on clueing me that i am in whatever sense must take credit or responsible for the 'calamity'. Moreover, being known by one of those judging personnels, i am an easy target for this accusation (which is at any rate, not true). Being the closest with one of those conflicting parties, i can sense the air of resentment from one of the great supporter of the other party. Well, of course i cannot deny that i somehow may influence one of the involved parties, but the decision taken was his/her choice.

Needless to say more, i rest the case to The Mercy of God Al-Mighty. May the judgement will be the best for both of them.

B'DAY GIFT

I got a present from Azi. She gave me '4-metres' fabric for my birthday. thanks so much Azi. i'm going to make myself baju kurung or kebaya. a few days before, emmy gave me a book by norma kassim "a walk through life", thank you dear. many thanks goes to dik ti (sayuti) my nephew, for sponsoring pizza on my birthday (actually he spent for the whole family he heh). and of course i thank you Allah for giving me a precious gift - 'a chance to be a better person'. (for record: my b'day = 17th february)

Office Guardian

Still in my office... i am sure if my sister know she'll nag me 'berbakul-bakul' for staying in the office alone. Me too don't want to be here all by myself but i have no choice... i means i got work that due on monday. i was really stressed this morning... that i shouted to one of my colleague. i felt ashamed of myself for being too emotional. it's like what ever knowledge i got from 'stress management course' at awana genting highlands had gone astray.

i had a reason for being so stress after coming back from stress management course. i hates everything about my immediate boss. he's lazy, shameless, busy-body, stupid, hot-tempered, annoying, disgusting, ....and the list goes on. i thought after that course i'll be able to deal with my stress, however, it made me realised that the only source of my stress is my boss. if i can get rid of him, then only i can lead a stressless life. how can i get rid of him? i don't have power to do so... the only solution is that i have is to get out of here. ooooppps i just remembered, my boss is ugly and i hates the way he smile and talked to me.

enough about my annoying boss, it makes me feel angry, sick and dizzy. i better go home now.

i bet i have to come here tomorrow to finish my power point. i am broke and foo, one of my friend promises to 'belanja' me if i come. nice offer huh, i definately will consider it. or else i'll go to my sister's house and everything there sure free he heh... plus can 'play-play' with my nieces and nephews.

Later... a bit about stress....

CNY 2008 (rat year eh! + money year 8)

It's Chinese New Year again and it means public holiday, yey yey. Surely my chinese friends like may chuah, shirley, san san, yew shuen, pheik lean, jennifer, ryu, damien, and many more are very buzy with their final preparation for CNY. As for me, i'm stuck here in KL, cannot 'balik kampung' for holiday mah, waaaaaaaaaa.

CNY reminds me to my previous job with various chinese-led companies. At Pharmvision Ventures, i got a shared box of 'limau mandarin' to be divided with few collegues + ang pow + lion dance (performed by a lion group dancers hired by our top management to chase bad luck and bring in more lucks in the office).

At Laserink Sales and Servises, i got ang pow from my lady boss, Alisa + 'limau mandarin' + another ang pow from my lady boss parent + CNY dinner at Eastin Hotel.

So, for my chinese friends, ex-bosses and their family, i wish them Happy Prosperous New Year!

"Semoga Malaysia akan kekal harmoni selamanya walau pun berbilang bangsa dan agama. Amin....."